well hello there, im Nashping and im a 22 year old Bichemistry student in dublin, ireland. im in my final year (4th) an im happy with the suject im researching for my thesis. well, i here basically because i got no other place to vent or to rant. my problems got serious about 4years ago, and in the last year and a half i actively sought out help. i told my boyfriend, who has helped me loads. i went to councelling, was on anti-depressants, went to group sessions and started talking and crying to my boyfriend. none of it worked sadly. and basically i do none of the above anymore. the talking didnt help, only made my boyf even more worried and paro on me. so i dont talk to him anymore and i believe he thinks im ok now.
Well, im a super fun person to be around, im always smiling and in a good mood, as i am constantly told. i value my friends hugely, they have no idea. im a great listener, and i try to be there for anyone who needs me. hee hee. no-one really knows me, but i try not to care because the pretend me is much better and i wouldn want to know the real me either.
its kinda ironic, i can hardly believe it myself sometimes but I'm an official amabasssdor for my college, im a college orientation guide and a peer mentor, and im quite good at my jobs. weird. i think its insane.
i feel like im a good listener, i have good advice, but i find it hard to share one to one. this way on the net i feel like i can vent. and such. so basically i need this for me, i go around helping others, and hoping that someday ill find someone i can really talk to.
ok, so people feel free to add me, or leave me a comment.
much love to all. Your results: You are Superman
You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others.