51 kgs = 112.4 lbs

 

 

 

 

 

57 kgs = 125.7 lbs - Mon 28th Apr 
 

 

 

 

 

Queen and I by Gym Class Heroes
I love that how she breathes booze in the mornin'
Man, it's so sexy how she can't remember last night
I made a fatal mistake letting her drink again
Well who the hell am I to tell her how to live her life?

And if you could put dumb in a shotglass
I'm just another lush who's had one too many in me
And we please don't have enough
I see you stand there, settle for anything, anything's better than lettin' her,
'Cause she could do better than me
She'll come around eventually

'Cause baby girl's a queen
And a queen is just a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves
And she's made me a fiend
I won't be withdrawed 'cause I got nothing to lose

Oh no,
She's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow
(Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Bravo, she's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow

I find it funny she can never find her car keys
Immediately after telling me she can't take it
She makes the cutest faces when she screams obscenities
And slurs her words because she's never not inebrieated
And the front page that I'd read
Let the girl go, you know you can do better
It's bad, when the fact that you can't have her
Is the reason you sweat her,
Don't let her take advantage of you
Like the other girls let her
You better cut your losses now buddy.

'Cause baby girl's a queen
And a queen's a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves
And she's made me a fiend
I won't be withdrawed 'cause I got nothing to lose

Oh no,
She's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow
(Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Bravo, she's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow

Drown yourself,
It's not worth keeping me
Just put it down right now,
When bow out gracefully
('Cause baby girl's a queen
The queen's the part with a bunch of fancy moves
And she's made me a fiend
I won't be withdrawed 'cause I got nothing to lose)

Oh no,
She's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow
(Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Bravo, she's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow
(Hey! Hey! Hey!...)
 

                                                                           
                              Gym Class Heroes




im loving that song at the mo.


anyhow, i got a franectomy yesterday so i could barely eat so thats all good.
today, im all druged up so i dont feel any pain or discomfort but i still dont feel like eating.
which is good too, huh?
yes i concur.

college is stressing me out, that and my lack of thesis.
yikes, and now im missing the rest of the week bcause of the lip thing.
ouch!

anyhow, on monday i was 59
tues i was 58
wed i was 57

and today...
well its 10.40am
ill try eat a yoghurt
before then i wana weigh myself.
but im nervous, ill be a little bummed if im still 57 or more.

im gona go now ad check...
ok so, not good.
58

quick post cause i got work to go to :(

nehow

this morning im
56kgs!!!

im pretty chuffed to be honest

my dad noticed.

that's 4kgs since mon

once i get to 55 it will get
much harder i know that

at least for me,
i can loose 5kgs in a week
and thats not the problem
the problem is
i aim too high then
and think im superwoman
then i crash
then i binge
then in no time at all im 60kgs again.

not this time though
im so ready

muah

so work now,
ive had a bit o orange juice
and herbal tea
for breakfast
i plan on eating some sweetcorn before i go
and thats it
thats the plan.
no wait
ill treat myself to a fatti-chino
after work
yay

i love coffee

much love to all

TTSS

mon i was 60kgs.
tues i was 59kgs.
wed i was 58kgs.

thurs morning i am 57.5kgs!!!!

hee hee i keep up at this rate
ill be 49kgs
next fri!!!
thats the 21st.

but thats not realistic
i can keep loosing a whole kilo
a day
i figure by 55kgs
ill stop loosing

but difference this time
is...
im ready
im not gona stress
im gona keep doing wat i do

and hopefully
ill be 49kgs
or near it by the 26th.

thats two weeks

"be wat u wana be,
see wat u wana see,
ur going to anyway.
take wat u need from me,
all that ull ever be
is something so crazy.

And you can find another side to be on if you wish you can.
Or you can choose the other way cause it is right there in your hands.

And you can mistake it for anything that you want,
and you can erase it with everything that you're on.

You're so lazy,
you're so crazy,
you got me crazy in my head.
What you're wasting
is what you're chasing
and its right there in your hands.

And you can mistake it for anything that you want,
and you can erase it with everything that you're on.
Cause you're greater than
but less than what you are.
Cause you're greater than
but less than what you come from.
Oh no,
oh no,
time is on her knees. "
~